don't lie again and again with me!!!!

to appear, friend or friendship can to annoy anytime..
i become conscious of that new friend or friendship, cannot beliefe with statement and act. such like to make ill at moment time, i feel very deceived and lie with goodness them.
guys, i'm really sos sad to see my friend act that as for me. "what they are talking with me not same with action them. very difficult for me, to make return my comfort with all of them.
i can just only one :
"when you have a smile on your face, and a twinkle in your eye, only your bestfriend knows, you're about to break down and cry".
but,,,that's all such as hopeless for me. like as more and more that think can make me feel so annoyed.
what do they really know, "what is honesty??"...
really so sad ,, i see my beloved friends have atitude such like as to me.

guys, have you solution for me abou it???
very trouble have problem that's it!!!!

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